Why? O Why?

What an interesting question that my colleague asked me today over lunch... I have been asking that same question numerous times over the past months but I came to realisation that there is no answer.. except for this thought that "in God's time, I will know and understand and so, just need to continue trusting God, knowing that He has the best for me.." Therefore, I don't bother asking that question anymore.

Rather, I would ask God questions like "what is it that He wants me to learn?" and "how am I to make good use of it?"... which I have been asking.. and He has been graciously revealing to me things to do, to bless others and in turn I am blessed too. :) And I know there are more to come. Like Proverbs 11:25 says "... he who refreshes others will himself be refreshed."

My oh my.. Was I greedy today? I had a very full lunch (curry chicken mee-hoon and a bowl of fries and "teh-si").. Finally, my appetite has came back.. Thank God for that. It is nice to be able to eat and taste good food again. Hopefully, I will gain back some weight, at the right places, of course. *wink*.. I also didn't believe myself that I actually lost five kgs over a month's time until I weighed myself during the recent CNY break. That was scary. Anyway, no worries, been feeding myself.. or rather my mom was feeding me during CNY break. She is such a dear, making sure I eat properly three meals a day eventhough I didn't feel like eating. Anyway, shall talk more about eating in another post.. An idea just came! but shall do that when I got more time to ponder and write.

Ok la.. better be going. Work!...