a fool for Christ...

We are fools for Christ, but you are so wise in Christ!......

(1 Corinthians 4:10)

not a thing that everyone would want to be. Be a fool? hmm.. what a thing to be.. but being a fool for Christ is a completely different story!.. it is freedom.. it is allowing God to use us in any form or shape.. and it feels great! if we embrace it with openness and excitement! :) I am enjoying it.. and being amused by His sense of humour. *wink*


Who could understand the things I do other than Heavenly Daddy? I think, some of the times, I don't even understand them myself.. and yet, I just obeyed.. and would really like to continue to obey His leading and prompting in my heart. It is mind-blowing and yet the sense of freedom is so addictive that I want it more and more.. and able to just look beyond myself and be a fool for Him. Wooo.. is there such a thing? For me, it is.. and I do find it so liberating! so exciting! so fun! Lets see what is next for me to embark on..

yay.. juggling some projects He has given me to do... lalalalalalallala... 

Change of direction for intercession...

This morning, these thoughts just came.. and I just scribbled away.. oh! how exciting! and there are pictures too!.. oh my!.. Firstly, the verse... Hebrews 11:30..

"By faith the walls of Jericho fell, after the army had marched around them for seven days."

Secondly, the visual bits... and picture speaks it all.. even with no words.. *grin*

The words that God gave me this morning was SPEED... What does S.P.E.E.D stands for? and what to do with it? Just felt the need to intercede and well.. be like the Israelites when they marched around the wall for seven days..... And to intercede that walls would be..

• Smash to smithereens
• Pull out (roots of anything that is not honouring God)
• Explode (outer walls)
• Even out
• Demolish (inner walls)

and all these to be done in LOVE, compassion and GRACE.... hmmm... Am really thankful to Him who provides.. who knows our hearts... who hears our prayers and cries.... And there are so much hope!.. yay! I am so happy.. the sensing of being free to obey.... to carry out lovely things!

"Daddy, You said I am the key... and therefore, pretty please use me to open as many doors as You like, Lord......so that more and more would be free and free to live for You!" *wink* yipeeeeeeeeeeee.. 

Time to move....

yup!... time to move.... and the moving day is 23rd April 2011.... to a pink & purple room.. a bigger space.. new environment.. new people to adapt to... and a baby to play with.. *grin*

I am proud of......

my growing plant..... His name is Mr Encouragement-Sunshine..... He is growing well.... and I hope and pray that he will grow to full term!.. and smile at me! yippppeeee......... can't wait for that!

Love it!

Just simply love it when have the opportunity to meet people of the kindred spirit... That's what I felt when I went for the 1st interview at Agape today.. I thoroughly enjoyed myself in the interview (Big thanks to those who are praying for me)... It feels like home.. kinda strange and yet that was what I felt... It just feels that this is it!.. But is it? 

"Daddy in Heaven, is it? Is this where I would be hanging out in the coming days? Are these people the people I would be mixing with? Can this be true? I just feel that this job is too good to be true! hmm.. "

Well.. there is another period of waiting for 2nd interview which should be either on 14th or 15th April 2011..  a technical interview.. and I have to do a presentation.. hmm. that'd be challenging!..  need to pray even more! and there are homework to do.. to read up on charity organisation and its way of financial accounts.. Please please pray for me, ya..... hehehe...... *grin*

But whatever it may be; whether this job is mine to keep.. I am already blessed in today's interview.... Just awesome and amazing to be able to share what is in my heart and share about my passion!.. woohooo...... simply love it... love the way how the interview had gone...... *wink*

*yawn*

it is 930pm.. and I am already feeling sleepy.. with my eyes becoming straight line! *girn* And it has been such for the past weeks.. aww.. wonder why? well, my mind couldn't think at this moment of time.. Time to SLEEP!! yay........ 

At the foot of the Cross..

At the foot of the cross, 

where I kneel in adoration 

And I lay my burdens down 

I exchange all my sin 

for the promise of salvation 

And Your name across my brow 

At the foot of the cross, 

I give up my vain ambition 

And I leave my selfish pride 

In the peace that is there, 

will You restore my vision? 

In all the places I am blind 

I will wait here at the cross 

I will wait here at the cross 

I will wait here at the cross 

I will wait here at the cross 

At the foot of the cross 

there is healing for this nation 

There is rest for those who wait 

And the love that we find 

is the hope of all creation 

We are stunned by what You gave 

We will wait here at the cross 

We will wait here at the cross 

We will wait here at the cross 

We will wait here at the cross 

We will wait at the cross, 

a hungry generation 

With our broken hearts and lives 

Will You hear? Will You come? 

Will You fill our desperation? 

Oh God let this be the time 

(by Tre Sheppard)

Growing... Part One

Last Saturday at the 6th session of Growing Leaders, think God was really speaking deep and more in my heart about  various aspects of developing someone.. Especially using the whole analogy of planting seeds.. I remembered that when I saw this pot with soil and seeds in a plastic bag on the bed during the residential weekend away in February; I was wondering and asking God, "hmm.. what are You saying with all these, O Lord?"

Why is this significant? there is a story behind that which I would continue in my next post... 

A decision to stop facebook for 14 days..

yup.. decided not to be on facebook for 14 days.. and who knows, it could be longer than that.. 40 days till Easter? will see.. :)

Counting... 14 days..

yes!.. I am counting.. in 14 days time would be my 1st part of interview with Agape.. it would be a personal interview... thereafter, there would be the 2nd part of interview which would be in another day.. and it would be a technical one..

Preparing myself.. and I think it is not a coincident that I received the email about it on Ash Wednesday (the beginning of Lent)... there is significance? Praying and seeking the Lord... So exciting!

Feeling safe..

just so comforting to be feeling safe in His arms.. even after being wrongly accused.. What the Lord is saying is more important than what men say.. And I do wonder why last night's incident came up again? hmm.. I am praying for His guidance as to how to respond.. what to do with it.. Should I just leave it? or bring it to a different perspective.. What is the Lord saying? Seeking Him for clarity.. hee..

God is so good.. He knows that I was feeling disappointed with last night's incident and He gave me so many good and rejoicing news this morning to show me that these news far out-weigh the disappointment.. giving me the sense of assurance that I have been doing the right things all along.. and I should faithfully continue to do them, regardless of the 'putting down' attitude of someone whom I do respect. It is sad that it happened but yet, I guess I am not answerable for other's actions other than my own. And my heart desire is to honor the good Lord with all the little that I have and trust that He will multiply them in His own time and space.. touching lives, more lives.. transforming them.. setting them free and free..

And I also remembered something about serving in "behind-the-scene" ministry.. that because of the nature of it, alot of times, my actions would be misunderstood.. In order to keep the confidentiality of what others have shared, I am to keep quiet.. pray.. and continue to trust that God is in control. And speak when I do need to speak.. Being at peace in God is way much better than being at peace with men.. but of course, there is the longing of being understood by men too coz I am still very human.. and I know He knows my desires and longings.. and He has already filling them up.. granting them in His time!.. yay.. Thank You O Lord.

Season of Lent 2011...

This is my aim and desire.. to keep a Holy Lent.. Seeking His Face.. :) and even before anything else, something negative already taken place. hmm.. Am I being tested? hmmm.. Lord, have mercy on me. 

Dancing with My Heavenly Daddy.. :D

yay.. continue to dance with Him.. that was what was prayed for me recently.. and I chuckled when I listened to that.. so sweet that He wants to dance with me.. and wants to dance with me abit more before releasing me to the next phase of life..... He loves me so much!.. aww..