Stronger..

Embracing each moment and feelings with the sense of being stronger in Him.. It is nice to be complacent and yet is this what the Lord would want me to have? Or does He want me to grow.. grow.. grow.. and not be complacent.. be contented, yes! but not complacent..

Have this feeling that time at Newcastle would be a very interesting one.. especially when I would be staying with people whom I haven't met.. Praying for spiritual connections.. praying for the sense of bonding beyond my own understanding.. the one that is given by God Himself!.. I am excited!.. God, Thy Face I seek.. all the days of my life.. I am sorry for being distracted sometimes.. yet, You waited.. and then, here we go again on this journey.. :)

His Timing..

timing of God is just so mysterious
that is beyond my understanding, really... 

The only way is to trust Him abit more each day...
and I want to trust Him!

Time for another roller coaster ride with the Lord...
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee......

Call it coincidental or whatever you like,
but for me, I call it His Timing. :)

1st entry..

What do I mean by 1st entry?

I have no clue at the moment what I am thinking about as I think of 1st entry but this phrase just kinda stay on in my head.

According to the Free dictionary online, entry means.. "the act of beginning something new"

hmm... *grin*

April 2012 is just round the corner..

Amazingly, as I think of scribbling here, I think of how time flew by so ever quickly.. especially this year 2012. Rightly so, April 2012 is just round the corner.. Is this something for me to ponder about or am I just wondering, where has all the time gone to?

For the first time in many months I feel I could take a deep breathe and relax.. I have been super busy at work.. sorting the accounts out.. well, figuring my way through the newness of work life.. Just had our auditors in our office and I am thankful to Him for the smoothness of the whole process..

I still remembered that day, a Monday morning where I just felt for a spur moment.. that sense of not wanting to continue anymore. Just that sense of tiredness, I suppose. But I really thank God for a wonderful team leader that He has blessed me with.. who offered to pray into the situation instead of anything else. I really appreciate that. I am thankful for my other colleagues too.. for their support and prayers.

Yay!.. the sky looks much much clearer at my end now...

I know the dear Lord is speaking.. as I wait upon Him..... as I seek His face... I am waiting in much anticipation.. for His Glory.. to shine in all areas of my life.. and the lives around me..

Thank You Lord..

Praise God!

This is my very first post of 2012 and I want to praise God!

Today, He shows me again that He cares for every bits of details in my life; no matter how tiny they are.. Just an hour ago, as I was walking in Sainsbury supermarket to buy lunch, I was thinking that it would be nice to have Dosa Chenai some time soon.. and voila! I got a call from a friend an hour later. She asked what would I be doing tonight.. and mentioned that they are having Dosa Chenai for dinner with some friends. She said, if I don't mind, I could come and join them.....

He is amazing, isn't He? *grin* and that just makes my day.. especially when I have been feeling rather 'rubbish' the past weeks and days.. Father Lord, You just know my heart desires so well.. Thank You Dear Lord.. 

And I am off to have Dosa Chenai for dinner this evening.. Yay!

HOME!

In 24 hours time.. I am heading to homeland! after two and half years.. Gosh.. not sure what to expect.. Just trusting God.. That is all I could do and am comfortable of doing just that.. Trusting that He will guide my steps as I spend time in homeland.. time with family... meeting friends.. saying things that I meant to say..

There is that mixed feelings.. which I am unable to put my fingers onto. Unable to use words to describe it. The one comforting thing is that God is with me and He will make all things beautiful in His Time! Yay!.. *grin*

"Happy" food!

Yummy!

Lord, have mercy..

I am very much aware at this hour of day that the spiritual battles are real and strong..

But I could rejoice in the Lord because I could fight strong and well because He is at my side! Yay! Lord, have mercy and may I fast and pray and intercede in Your ways.. 

and I am reminded of Romans 8:28.. His Word stays true in all situations!

Thank You Dear Sweet Jesus.. *grin*

Sweet contentment..

what does it mean to have contentment.. and on top of it all, a sweet contentment?

It is lovely to be able to enjoy being contented; even when there are uncertainties in life.. even when there are unanswered prayers.. 

Father, You know my heart's desires.. You know the very things I need.. I know they will be provided for in Your timing, in Your way.. Thank You O Lord for giving me the sense of sweet contentment and being thankful in the midst of changes.. 

Peace and joy is what I seek.. O Lord.. being available for You and for Your use.. 

*grin*

Things that make me laugh!

I have been thinking about this.. What are the things that make me laugh... and I find it rather amusing as I think about it as it could be anything, really!.. And the other amusing thing is that it is nice to be laughing about things that I never thought would make me laugh.. That's kinda neat, I would think.

Ah!.. Life.. people.. experiences.. various bits that I do find rather lovely.. and fun!.. Love to have that sense of freedom to laugh and have fun!.. to enjoy moments.. to enjoy people.. to love life as it comes! Yay! This is possible because of He who says 'I am'.. and I look forward to what my dear Lord has installed for me in the days to come.. I am waiting in anticipation. *wink* What do I mean by that? I am not sure about it myself but I am praying and waiting.. All I know is that it will be beautiful and I again will be awed by Him!.. Hee..

A portrait...

I thought this was really cool.. 

and I feel privileged and blessed in many ways;
beyond words could express.

Just enjoying the Lord's blessings.

*grin*

"Funny!"

As this word came to my mind today, it is "funny" in a good sense. "Funny" in a humorous sense as I think about what the Lord is doing and what He is showing me. Just finding humor in discovering His sense of humor as it were.

It is surely amazing to be able to see the fun and laughter of life and to enjoy the moment; even as I am in the office this very minute. Kinda strange that I could be here on a Sunday morning but yet, this is the place where I could come anytime.. the sense of peace that I enjoy. It is not so much about the work I am doing. I never had that with my previous work. And, I guess I kinda do enjoy it. Able to have the freedom to come anytime. And, think this could work in terms of being discipline which I am totally not!

Well....... Funny!.. how life is.. and indeed I am thankful to Him; to be where I am.. Never really thought I would be here. Who would have thought? Who would have known? Only my sweet Heavenly Daddy would know.. to place me where I am now in order for me to do what I am doing now.. *wink*

"what do you mean?"

As I am trying to figure out figures, stuff flying by my brain too.. always multitasking.. Possibly a gift from God, that is. Else, never thought of even have the capacity and ability to do all I am doing at one time. Just love when the Lord reveals deeper stuff and deeper understanding, even with the numbers that I was trying to figure out! Yippee!.. 

So, what's with the question, "what do you mean?"? Not sure why I decided on this as the topic of this post.. I guess that is the one of my typical questions that I like to ask when I have conversations with people. In order to understand, I would ask. And, I have a teeny feeling that this is also my utmost question that I ask of the Lord too regularly.. I love the idea now; having the freedom to ask, without feeling 'stupid' as I am more secured in Him. What a breakthrough.. what a revelation and fun this is. :)

Well, back to the excitement of numbers revelation! It is progressing! Thank You O Lord! :)

Feeling sad..

Things happened.. but it is how people respond to it that shows the hearts of people. I am feeling sad today. Sad because of how people response. Why would people response in such ways? hmm.. Oh Lord.. Please allow me to learn from all these.. that I could learn what You intend me to learn, O Lord.. I know as I ask, You will answer me.. Thank You Lord..

My New Agape Family in UK..

This is my new Agape Family in UK;

people that I work with everyday.. 

People that I see day in and day out in the office.. 

What a privilege to be part of this family.. 

to work together; to pray together; to encourage one another.. 

God is continuously surprising me with many things.. *grin*

Co-worker..

My co-worker in the Agape office.. whom I work very closely with; in terms of getting the accounts to date and in order.. :)

A phrase for this season..

"Learn the unforced rhythms of Grace"

now, that would be very interesting..

Shall scribble more on this thought later..

Just wanted to share this phrase for now..

It is in Matt 11:28 (msg)

Being real...

walking on the road..

sitting in the bus..

eyes looking..

observing..

in all that I do; I observe.. I think.. I reflect..
the whole idea of being real.. 

am I trying too hard?

am I letting it go and be me?

What a question? or is it?

Is it normal to ask such questions?

Am I the only one asking? hmm.. 

How do I be real in living?

How do I be me in all that I do and say?

Hmm.. What would Jesus do?

*wink*

Psalm 91:4...

Father, You will cover me with Your feathers, 

and under Your wings I will find refuge; 

Your faithfulness will be my shield and rampart.
Thank You Dear Daddy..

Living with people..

is

an art.. 

a skill to learn.. 

a time to accept and love people for who they are.. 

a time for grace too.. 

and it is fun too!

It really depends on how we choose to see it, isn't it?