The Questions..

In my recent time with God, He asked me,
"What do you really want?"
"What is in your heart?"

when I asked Him, "What's next, Lord?"

and I told Him what I really want and what is in my heart...

I wonder.. I do wonder what He thinks of them. and I guess He probably already knew them before I said them.. I possibly have told Him many times by now.. or expressed them to Him in various occasions..

The picture that I have is below... the feelings are; "comfy", "cosy", "restful", "just home", "colorful", "fun", "loved"... Let see what the good Lord has installed for me in the days to come... I am full of hope in Him.. even when the waiting is not easy.. The best will come! *grin*

The nerve..

Today, for some moments, I experienced the "nerve" feelings.. like things or situations just got to my nerves! Oh dear.. I didn't quite like these feelings.. and I found myself becoming very quiet and refusing to speak to anyone.. Just want to be alone and not say anything. Increasingly, I am learning that I have developed ways to manage "nervy" feelings.. whether they are right or not, I am not sure.. but I am learning and I am trying out different ways.. 

Lord, please have mercy upon me... I am still very human.. and I do feel pretty down sometimes.. *grin*

Rain ~ rain ~ rain ~ Bloom ~ bloom

This bloom bloom song from Joseph the King of Dreams just playing in my head as I think about the heavy rain here in Birmingham..

"Bloom"

You've seen the damage words can do, When full of thoughtless pride, Now heed the wiser voice in you, That calls to be your guide, The flowers reaching for the sun are all uniquely blessed, But though each is special not a one is better than the rest

Bloom, bloom, may you know, The wisdom only time breeds, There's room, bloom and you'll grow, To follow where your heart leads, Bloom and may you bring, Your colours to the vast bouquet, There's room, bloom, learn one thing, Your gifts are meant to give away

"Bloom Reprise"

How long must there be anger here, Before we can rejoice, Embracing love instead of fear, Is but a simple choice, It's hard for me to see you fall, So bitter and so blind, When the truest nature of us all, Invites us to be kind, Bloom, bloom, may you know, The wisdom only time breeds, There's room, bloom and you'll grow, To follow where your heart leads, Bloom and may you live, The way your life was meant to be, There's room, bloom and forgive... May sweet compassion set you free

Interestingly.. maybe God is telling me something here.. as I went through this morning's adventure in the rain.. and all the "sudden" changes of event.. Life is an adventure.. It has always been one.. and think it will continue to be one in the days to come.. No doubt about that! Just that I do wonder, is staying here in the UK; the adventure that the Lord wants me to continue to have.. or going home; the next adventure? Tricky.. tricky..  

Praying is the key! and praying is what I am doing at this time as I wait and see.. *blink* Enjoy the song.. :)

Restlessness...

Feeling the sense of restlessness 

and just thought of getting an image from google..

and the following just stood out amongst many..

I am reminded of His Rest.. Maybe that is what I need.

Not be consumed by what is to come but to rest in Him,

trusting Him.. for the plans that would be unfold in His Time..

Now, I just be faithful where I am.. 

Thank You O Lord. :)