I feel torn apart..

It is strange.. Why am I feeling so torn apart?
and it is really a strong feeling.. being torn apart.

Lord, what are You saying here?
What does it mean?
What am I to do?

The only thing I could do is to pray through and into..

And, I guess, having this feeling means that
I have truly enjoyed what I have been doing..
and yet, it is time to go.. or is it?
I think it is as I felt really right to go back.

And, I know the Lord has mercy and
He will lead and guide me..
I need to trust Him with all that He has given me.