Reflecting and Scribbling away....
It truly makes u think deeper of life...
Psalm 52:8 says, "But I am like a green olive tree in the house of GOD: I trust in the mercy of GOD for ever and ever."
I was reminded in my CWR weekend to remember.. How timely that was. To remember..
His Goodness..
His Provision...
His Timing..
His Love...
It is rather easy to forget yet He always calls us to remember.. And, even as I think about the impossibilities of things that are swimming in my head, I remember about His possibilities and how He turns things around.. He had done them and He will do them again in His Time. *grin*
Exciting times!.. :)
Just reflecting back about the weekend.. and felt really pleased with the progress.. and surprised by confidence that He has given me without me realising it till there and then. And, that is so lovely.. To be surprised by Him once and again..
I just wonder.. even as I think about what is to come.. I really do not know what would entails but yet, again.. that word "trust".. :)
As I am thinking about the essay assignment on me.. I am asking the question of "who am I" Do I really know who am I? or just partially? Who does know me? I know God does, through and through.. and my parents, a little bit more than myself..
Do I know myself? Do I understand the things that I do or decide to do? Do I need to justify myself? As I ask these questions, it can be rather confusing! or is it not? Hmm..
I guess, since 2008, I have kinda think my life is really not mine anymore.. I felt I was dead and He resurrected me spiritually.. as it was He who have turned my life around.. from that traumatic experience..
Well.. 2013 will be an interest one as I head back to Malaysia for good.. I don't quite know for sure what to think or feel.. I don't know what I would be doing.. where I would be living.. and what does it mean to be living back home? It just isn't clear in my brain at the moment.. All I know is that it is time to leave and be back.. The details of the move back just isn't as clear as I would like it to be.. Hmm.. more to pray into.. trusting Him that He will show me.. in His right time..
The Lord reminded me this morning to be me.. just be myself and trust Him.. It is comforting and assuring to be reminded as such. He does loves me lots!.. Yippee..
Just been thinking and reflecting.. What is truly.. and what is really? in life.. Thinking of people that I have met.. People that I have gotten to know a little.. and a little more.. and vice versa.. Thinking of all these individuals that God has put into my life.. Each one is special and uniquely amazing to me in my life.. Basically, it is like cooking a nice yummy dish.. the salt, sugar, etc.. and God is the cook and chef.
What truly matters? That is the question in my head.. hmm...
